Start as you mean to go on?

Something about college starting fills me with dread – it’s not started yet and I’m already under-achieving and pissing myself off with my own procrastinating. A good start!

I’m about to start 12 weeks of college with my end of year exam at the end, so trying to do revision and write up my rat project at the same time as keeping up with the work, and also trying at the same time to have some vestige of a life, online and otherwise. My room isn’t finished here yet – though it is getting there. I have to go up to PB tomorrow and meet a new housemate at lunchtime and be there by 9.30 to meet a friend who wants her stuff back from my shed. So around 2-3 hours of sitting around in an empty house doing nothing. Gonna take my questions I should have written about 3 weeks ago and do them.

And I lent on a freshly painted PURPLE doorframe with a good t-shirt. And the sticky stars on my ceiling are gonna take ages to pick off. And my rooms a mess. And my laptop is half the country away. And I have to flush out the bunny’s abscess every day for the next 4 weeks. AND to top it all off my bread didn’t rise.

Yeah yeah, when life sucks, make lemon pie… :confused:

The REAL cruncher, the one thing that makes all of this so icky and stinky and so not fair, is the fact that on average my life is a hell of a lot better than a lot of people I know, and I should stop my whining and get on with it. Bloody guilt trips. They stink too.

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