Turn around when possible…

I’m at a career crossroads. Or rather I’m at a career roundabout, doing that thing where you aren’t sure which exit to take and you’ve gone around the roundabout a few times now, enough times to forget which exit you came onto the roundabout from so you can’t nip off again and stop to check a map. And someone’s nicked the road sign you’re looking for. That’s me. This happens to me often enough in real life for me to recognise the analogy rather well. I haven’t stalled yet, which is my other trick when circling roundabouts, unless you include the abortive attempt to leave the career roundabout before swerving back onto it last week. Lucky escape.

Or maybe I do know which exit to take, but it looks a bit potholey and dark, whereas the others are roads I’m more used to. This road might not be the right road longterm, but perhaps it’s worth taking a look, even though it is a bit worrying. Also I’m not sure whether it’s me who thinks it’s a good idea to check this road out, or is that just what other people around me think, and I’m carried along with their enthusiasm?

Oh, and it might be foggy on my roundabout. And I’m getting dizzy.

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Sky watching

I got a telescope for Christmas! Unusually for us I’ve started using it already in the hopes of maybe seeing comet ISON which may break up at the end of this month. Telescope is a Sky-Watcher Heritage 130p and its pretty portable and apparently a good starter scope.

Tonight was the first clear night, although most planets were visiting the Southern Hemisphere. Using the highly technical method of holding my iPad against the eyepiece I took my first ever astrophotos 😀

First attempt – a little mis-focused on the part of the iPad (autofocus and also auto adjust contrast/brightness etc. so it’s pot luck) but look! The moon!
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The moon isn’t actually great for viewing through a telescope at the moment – very bright, almost full, it’s almost too bright to look at, and the best details are seen at the transition from light to shadow, and with a nearly full moon that’s not so appreciable. But here is a shot showing how the craters etc. can look.
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Random thing you don’t appreciate until looking at the moon through a telescope – it moves really fast relative to the position of the telescope! I was lining it up and it was moving before I could get the camera lined up too.

This however is my favourite bit – this is Jupiter and some of its moons (I think I could see about 4-5 though the camera doesn’t give the same clarity). Jupiter is just a bright disc but I did get a sense of bands. Can’t wait for Saturn to come up to see the rings 😀
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So next thing is I need a mount for a camera lol. And maybe better clothes as it was FREEZING. I only came inside because I was at risk of dropping something important with numb hands…

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Of villains and rouges

I went to see the encore screening of Hamlet at the cinema yesterday. I recommend it. I’ve seen Othello via live broadcast now, and Hamlet as an encore screening (not live, but still complete with interval etc.) and although I think it is marginally better if they are live, encores are still very good. She says basing it on a sample size of 1. But yes – it sounds dubious, but watching plays through a cinema screen is cheaper and more comfortable than going to London or Stratford, plus in the case of certain plays, it allows you to see ones that are otherwise sold out.

I am most impressed though by Rory Kinnear. He happened to be in both Othello and Hamlet. In Othello he played Iago, and by the end of the play I did NOT like Iago. I mention this as this is very unusual – Iago was a villain, and I did not like him. My love of villains started with Malificent in Sleeping Beauty, and has continued unabated through Scar, Jafar, Hans and Simon Gruber right through to pretty much any role Jason Isaacs has and Loki. As Alan Rickman said and I paraphrase, they aren’t villains, they’re very interesting people.

Well, Iago is a villain. And he’s a despicable, nasty, remorseless piece of work – not remorseless in the sense that he was proud of what he’d done, more in that he was bitter he’d been caught at it. This alone made Othello one of the most remarkable things (to me) that I’ve ever seen – I’ve liked villains, and I’ve been disinterested in villains, but I’ve never really actively disliked one, yet Rory Kinnear managed to evoke that.

Fast-forward to yesterday, and Rory was playing Hamlet. In this version Hamlet is portrayed as a tragic character (whereas when I saw David Tennant play him he was vicious). This Hamlet had some similar mannerisms to Rory’s Iago, in fact there wasn’t much obvious difference in them, other than in his eyes, but somehow even though Hamlet kills people, and causes people to die, and generally makes people miserable, we had sympathy for him. Incredible how one actor can do that so subtly – be despised, and then be pitied.

There was a programme on a while ago about Greece and I remember it talked about how the Ancient Greeks viewed the theatre as necessary to maintain emotional stability – watching more-tragic-than-tragic and more-farcical-than-farcical plays was essential to allow people to experience extremes of emotion as a form of catharsis, and so prevent the build up of harmful emotions. Certainly I prefer Shakespeare’s tragedies and tragic histories to comedies and farces – humour doesn’t capture me in the same way, but if you wrap me up in the pathos and drag me down, it’s like being removed to another world.

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Winter Is Coming

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I’ve been re-reading A Song Of Ice And Fire lately – I tried reading it before and got up to the start of book six I think, but took a break and one thing you can’t do with ASOIAF is take a break 😉 I literally lost the plot. So I started again, and every book or every other book I update my ‘where the hell is everyone’ list. I’m halfway through book five and I am still quite clear what’s going on. It’s also quite good re-reading it as I’ve been spotting things that hint at later plot developments. I also got the second box set for my birthday so now also have to rewatch the first box set and then watch the second – so just the 16 hours then.

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Human training for cats

There are a number of essential life lessons that must be learnt when you have cats. When you have black cats in particular, you must learn first and foremost that in the dark, cats are invisible. Thus, if you step on something, get off quick, because you are large and cats are small and breakable, and also tend to react disproportionately to the affront. Most of the time its bag you’ve stepped on, or something else, but you can’t run the risk of it being a cat (for their safety or yours). I have had black cats for more than half my life now, and thus my ability to not step on what might be a cat is honed to perfection. I’m not sure how to explain it to those who don’t own black cats, but if you imagine the movement and reaction speeds you’d need to remove your foot from a bear trap you just stood on before it clanged shut – that’s the type of movement and speed we’re talking about. Having just started the transfer of weight from previous foot to the foot that now might be on a cat (or bear trap), the step must now be somehow magically aborted without you falling on your face. All coupled with the adrenaline rush of ‘gahdidihurtthecat?!’ Mad skillz.

The end result is that I know what floors should feel like. So when the hall carpet was replaced with tiling I spent an entire week walking downstairs in the dark and dancing like a loon when I hit the tiled floor, throwing whatever I’m carrying (which was at one point a pint of water). It’s been about a month now, and I still have to remind myself the floor has changed, but things are getting better. That was, until the baby gate was installed on the second to last step (it’s open at night but the bar across the bottom lies on the step). Aaaaand it all started again, except more dramatic as in addition to having two steps to fall down I’m preoccupied by the whole tile thing, so by the second to last step I’m thinking “Now remember – the hall flooring is tile not carp- THING ON STEP MIGHT BE A CAT!” *flail*

Yes I could turn the light on. But ironically while I have apparently managed to subconsciously learn the feel of all the flooring at all points of the house, I haven’t yet learned which of the switches on the double light switches turn on the downstairs light, and the risk of turning on the upstairs one instead and waking people up is too great.

Such are the trials of an owner of black cats.

Also you end up apologising to bags a lot.

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Fools, little children, and ships named Enterprise

I have lots to tell you about – we just returned from a holiday to Italy, and I also still need to tell you about my fab Ireland trip last year! But for today, a quick update, to mark the end of an era.

I moved out of my office yesterday, finally. I’ve been there, in one form or another, for over 10 years now or so. I have no where to go to yet – looking for jobs and applying but as yet no luck. I’m sure things will work out in the end but it’s a little frustrating (ok, I’m being British – it’s more than a little frustrating) to still be in limbo.

I think it’ll be a good thing in the long run, to move on. However I’m sure it’ll look more positive when I find somewhere to move on to.

Fate looks after fools, little children, and ships named Enterprise. I started off as the second, and since I’m not a ship I’m hoping I’m now the first, and that fate continues to look after me…

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Starmen

Tonight I saw the International Space Station go overhead for the first time (knowingly). I’ve seen satellites before (though not often in recent years, oddly – used to see them all the time when I was younger), but this was the first time I’ve known exactly what satellite I was looking at. Until seeing this image and others like it I didn’t really realise we could see the ISS, although it’s obvious we should be able to. Also I was really taken with Cmdr. Chris Hadfield’s version of Space Oddity, so I found out about Spot the Station – you can sign up to be emailed by NASA when the ISS is due to go overhead. It goes overhead most nights but sometimes very low (i.e. near the horizon and obscured by housing) and/or very late (3-4am). Tonight it went over almost directly overhead, and at only 00.21. Dad and I watched it from the conservatory – couldn’t miss it, much brighter than stars, moving at a fair old rate! Very cool to think there are people up there. I think the ISS really is one of our species’ most impressive achievements, not least for the international collaboration involved in getting it up there and keeping it running.

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Learning new lessons

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So this week I signed up to Live Below the Line, a challenge to eat and drink for less than £1 a day for 5 days. It’s day 3 so far, and interesting! I’ve learned a few things:

1. I’m addicted to caffeine. I spent Day 1 caffeine free, suffered from headaches and intense someone-hit-me-with-a-pole-axe drowsiness, and then caved and spent some of the little money I had left on some tea bags. Life is normal again. But I think maybe I need to cut down on caffeine generally…

2. I can make potato farls with value instant mash potato (see photo – mash made up with water, flour, salt, marg – done).

3. Lemon squash is an entirely feasible acidic liquid when making soda bread. The result is a slightly dense, slightly lemon flavoured bread with a great crust.

4. Less is more – Mum liked my limited ingredient pasta sauce (canned toms, chilli, stock cube and onion) better than the more complicated ones I make!

5. Things like rice pudding are actually sweet enough as is.

I am missing milk in my tea, and vegetables, but otherwise so far so good…

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9 years!

Happy (belated) 9th Birthday Blog! This blog was born on 22nd April 2004. At that time I was studying, wasn’t living in my own place, talked a lot about food and my pets. Oh, how things have changed…

Not.

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Friends with faces

I’m decluttering at the moment. Partly because I have too much stuff and no living space (properly moving home to parents after having somewhere else to put stuff since 2003) and partly because having stuff grates on me. I’m a hoarder who dreams of being a minimalist. But I’m doing well – things are flying out of my life at great speed. The hardest thing to get rid of though is cuddly toys, and I have A LOT. I’ve already done one weeding through, aided by Spock thoughtfully leaving a poo to desiccate in the box of toys under my bed, thereby requiring them to be thrown. Today I’m trying to reduce them to only the truly loved toys, but I have a problem getting rid of things with faces. I’ve taken photos to preserve those leaving me for posterity…

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From left to right, Scruffy the dog who has not survived the post-poo-wash, Wombat, Sooty the puppet, Daniel (I think), Big Ben who is very difficult to get rid of but does take up a lot of space, Roland Rat, Debbie or Brian the hedgehog (I had one, Ding had the other), a unnamed sewing craft doll, a feathery puppet thing and Dicky Byrd. These chaps are all leaving for the big toybox in the sky. 🙁

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From left to right (by nose position), a rabbit I got as a grown up, Mystic the horse, Danny the rabbit, Sarah the cabbage patch doll, Timmy the dog, a rabbit I don’t know the name of, Bunnykins the troll, a teddy my Nan got me which I never bonded too but feel bad getting rid of and I don’t even remember his name, Scar, a TY leopard, Oo Oo who was always the villain in our games, a rabbit who’s name I’ve forgotten, and a furby. I hope Oo Oo finds a new home where he can be rehabilitated and isn’t hanged from the bannisters for various villainous acts.

Somewhere on the web I read a line that said something like there are enough real things with feelings in the world to be spending time worrying about and trying to help, instead of agonising over the fate of cuddly toys. Which is a good point. However it’s still really hard to get rid of things with faces! *flails*

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